flying on a paper plane

Dear Izwan,

Thank you for these three years dearest,
let's hope for more years to come.
i love you always.
i miss you always. <3

Love,
Sulas :)

am still up at this weeeeeeeeeeee hour.
partly because i had a long yet staggered nap earlier,
which was caused by the h1n1 vaccine,
and i believed so for the effects was rather immediate?
not that i went into anaphylactic and start fitting away.
i could just feel my body go weak and start aching.
following which, big time nausea.
refuse to treat myself with drugs, i implemented sleep.
and i guess it works?
or maybe my body is just plan tired haha!

had a small HS reunion at ALUMNI couple of days back.
may i emphasize small by equating this.
150+300= 450.
maybe about 1/10 of 450 grads turned up? xD

it was oh-okay overall.
but happy to finally meet nenek and zir after so long.
and not forgeting Shy and Dianny too!
the lecturers was there, even the new ones we don't know.
the food was okay.
oh wells, at least something was arranged for us since the d&d never happened.
appreciated the lecturers efforts! =)

the next day,
if was karaoke session down at cash studio orchard.
so much for nenek saying hard rock cafe when the thing is just beside cash studio haha!

we ended the day with supper at McDonalds and collecting monopoly stickers haha.

am waiting for the studio shot photos of reunion to upload into facebook by HS.
am waiting for the day to meet love hehe.
am waiting for time to fly by in the hospital.
am waiting for the lepak session at cikgu raudhah's place.
am waiting for myself to be sleepy hahahahahahaha!

good nights :)

hint hint.
beef horfun at seletar reservoir?
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

yea, i guess i'm kind of slow.
i had like finally watch 'The Proposal' ..
that movie was brought up over dinner with dearest.
and yes i thought it was pure comedy that's why i watched
and yes this is a random post after the movie.

oh thank goodness i didn't watch it with dearest.
i would have filled a bucket to it's brim with tears!
cause it makes me misses him even more...

nah..i shant continue further.
gd nite everyone. :)

let's go jogging in the morning.
yes, that's what i'll do.

dear colleagues of mine,
i'm rotting like there's no tommorrow,
lying on this bed of mine,
tell me what shits do i have to face tommorrow~

ive a thing for jazzy tunes i must say...
ie: zee avi's bitterheart especially the trumpet solo.
i know back in school,
there was once a dream to have the band in a band.
it would have been nice to play a piece together.
ah i guess, only i know what i meant. :)

"now it's just too late and we can't go back,
i'm sorry i can't be perfect.."

shall i sign up for piano lessons?
but i got short fingers.
there was yet another dream of mine,
to get myself a keyboard when i start working.
well, might as well wait till i get a room on my own.

my hp plan is ending in one month's time
and i don't know what phone should i get.
suggestions please?
or should i just get the OTC phone at 711.
haha...




it's been awhile since i last went out for a jog
and so has it been long since i last cried.

pictures!
gambar!
banyak!
many!
hahahahahahaha~

( this way please.. )

must thank NJ for introducing a snippet of Glee by sharing the "Rehab" video.
in my opinion, Glee is better then HSM? oh wells~
here's another clip from their series. no matter how many times i watch i still can't stop laughing.
watch it aites!


aye. anyone wants to sponsor MioTV for me so that i can watch the Glee series on fox.
HEES! :D
i'm a fan of musicals-big time.


oh boy, why in the world am i on leave on a weekday. xD
*sings* wo'oh oh oh oh~

it's been quite long since i last threw a few hundred words here.
and i guess now it's the best time to do so?
i'm at lost of what to really say..let's not plan out what i want to say.
let's just shoot.

note: read if you want to :)

apparently, i'm looking foward to ward's jalan raya tmrw.
cos it's the 1st to jalan raya with alot of people from diff ethnics
and definitely the 1st, to have ur bossessssss around.
haha i guess we shall just see.

i have alot of raya pics to share with everyone.
but at the moment, the word procastinate takes place.
haha oh wells, who knows i only put it up after raya is gone for ages.
we shall just see, yet again.

and ohhh!!! mum found my grad photos which i thought it has disappeared into thin air!
and she was rummaging thru my stuff in the wardrobe.
wonder what else she found. =X
and dad insist i send the photo for enlargement before it disappears again haha!
can i say we shall just see?

anyway, work for the past 2 days after a long weekend was horrid!
buay tahan, tak boleh angkat!
i dont know what is wrong but i definitely have to face the music.
relatives these days are becoming more eFFFFFFghijklmnop.
but it can't be avoided, for one day i believe, i/my family might be like them. =X
i really don't mind sparing all my time for reasonable questions/concerns raised.
but such things like "ordering" STAT food, STAT change, STAT so on and so for is ridiculous.
oh my please.
and i would really love to implement the barricade during meds serving time.
alamak can die answering 1001 questions when you replied 1001 times that you are serving meds and will get back to them.
let's just say it sucks.
but why spoil the fun when i worked so hard till this stage?

and ive realized, ive been surviving on 100 plus for the past 2 days at work.
steady ar..back to losing weight in the ward.
haha! i mean that's not the point.
the point is, pray for me that i survive the next 2 1/2 years with the hosp.

im tired already. but ive a kezillion more things to say!
call me crazy but i want to eat icecream before i brush my teeth and go to sleep.
missing, missing, missing love pretty badly...
hope to meet him soon :)

sleep well, sweet dreams!

ya allah ya tuhanku..
sampaikan lah hajatku..
izinkan diriku untuk puasa penuh sekali lagi..
amin..




lagi satu hari beb!! amin! amin! amin! :D

let's see if i'll be hardworking enuough to update cm/tmrw.
we shall include my hari raya preps and how effing fast time flies by.
and other things that i could think of.
hahahaha..
=D

sometimes work haunts me in my dreams.
scary.

*sings*

i still remember the very first day,
i had to go to school on a bluuuueee monday,
i was very scared and i felt all alone
but you came to me and made me feel at home...

day by day, as time flies by,
life goes on for you and i..
i'll always remember what you've done for me,
all of my teachers here's what you mean to me...

the ones who have taught me all the years through,
you are the ones who have guided me through,
you made me what i am and all i want to say is,
i love you
and i thank you
and a happy teachers' day!

this is not a song composed by me. it's copyright of the YCKSS seniors -i forgot which batch, many2 years back!- but it was one of the songs they compiled for the school needy student fund and i happen to have the CD -no, im not from YCKSS haha- yea!

i wish i could like input the tune here..it's a simple tune with simple meaningful lyrics that i remember by heart. aww~ dedicated to the teachers that ive met throughout my life till this day.. today brought back fond memories and hell yeah, i miss school! i even miss the fact of calling someone, "-cher".

"cher, i want to go toilet."
"cher, can give us clue?"
"cher, blanja us lahhhhh!"
"cher, tell lah what to study for exam!"

haha, oh my.
missing my most gerek teachers. wonder how they'll react to see what i'm doing now...

on the other hand,
i'm overwhelmed with the number of students in the ward, both ITE and NP final years. i'm not so sure if it will lighten our workload or will it add on. -LOL. i must keep telling myself that i was once like them! haha. and oh boy, i really need to buck up but im not sure how to push myself. it's the worst feeling to come back home then thinking what did i missed out to do. =X =X =X =X =X

and i'm like renew-ing my license already. ALAMAK! hahahahahaha...




let's put on a lighter note:
earlier this evening before heading home, i actually "bump" into SASA which was newly opened @ Sun Plaza. it's a rather small store but okay lah, at least there is still one. i believe some stuffs are lacking if it is being compared to the bigger SASA stores but stuffs like e.l.f, Red Earth, Sasa-Branded, Make Up Shop and Canmake can be found. Of course this itchy hand could not resist leaving the store empty handed! i got myself a cream concealer from MUS which the price appears to be rather cheap after discount and the MA included a milk cleanser FOC! haha then next got a couple of valcro curlers for the fun of it and cute cream masks and exfoliating gel which was going like "Buy 2 get 1 Free!". at the end of it, i only splurge a mere $20 after like $10 worth of discount? haha i guess so but i was happy lah a lil shopping therapy was done. =)

i quite done for now...
happy looking foward to Hari Raya Puasa!

P/S: gd nite babat! =)

currently, missing dearest like a lot.
yes babat, i miss you.

good luck for your coming papers!!
good luck to all other peeps too!!
esp the ones sitting for their last papers of their poly life!

time flies fast.
it felt as though i was revising so hard for the final papers
and now it's you guys.
and like now, it's my turn to look foward to pay day. TMRW!
weeeee~

i guess i wasnt in much regret for missing the Watson's Mega Sale @ Expo!
a couple of reviews read and most of them were sighting for cosmetics but sadly, none.
so it was all the other stuffs including their house brands except make-up.
haha no regrets for following my brain which was begging me to go back quickly and have a nap before breakfast -and i did so!

but it was sad to have to miss Taufik's performance @ Gempak Bazaar Utara.
all for the sake of serving the nation. -chedibah!!!
and it was of all places held at cwp open field which is effing near. sigh~
it was not meant to be hahahahahaha...

2nd day of the fasting month has gone by and the house is feeling as though it is the 2nd last day of the fasting month.
dad is busy repairing things here and there,
mum is clearing trash and re-organizing almost everything
and me, i happen to be the one laughing at them. haha!
and furthermore, dad dragged me to IKEA the other day to make purchases and i bought a couple of "organizing ideas" for my room.
*gasp* ive yet to implement them.
so am praying very hard i get the few days leave before hari raya for me to trash and re-organize this room!
IKEA was fun though and dad encouraged me to apply the membership HAHA!

speaking of membership, i recently bought a lifetime membership with Watsons.
in other words, "Hidup mati Watsons!!!"..
it costs me only $5/- for a lifetime and i'm loving the discount vouchers that they've included in the package.
suke! suke! suke!
so what are you waiting for? go grab the card now!! xD

i don't know what else to say.
today is the last day of a dearest colleague.
i happen to walk down memory lane..
when she first transferred to our ward, it was during my prcp.
my first ever encounter with her was to pass a whole load of junk and messy reports to her.
and deep down, till today i still feel the pinch of guilt. haha!
it's been great having a colleague like her..
like one quote, "Why must the good ones go..."
LIKE PRECISELY! haha but oh wells, she has to upgrade herself and yea, we shall all support her!
and there will be one person less who hits my butt. haha! ;D

i'm not sure if im surviving my probation well enough. more like im trying my best to float.
i still screw up here & there. i still get in trouble.
haha i'm waiting for my turn to be nagged at by mr.preceptor.
oh gosh~

selamat berpuasa to all Muslims! =)

SPEECHLESS.

i got lost in my own speech.
deprived of words,
abscence of feelings,
i just could not express.

it was randomly random that dad suggested to go to Escape Theme Park.
and it was like at effing 6pm and the park closes at 8pm.
ridiculous!
but we still proceed!! haha even much more ridiculous.
i was even happier that with the ntuc card, we even get much more than we bargained for.
happy :)
so since it was the first time for syuk & acun in the park.
i just grab acun and try most of the rides.
haha and we were soaking wet at the end of the day.
fun, fun, fun with my irritating siblings.
and dad seems like he had a great time! :)
bump into aunt & uncle at mosque,
leads to an early supper treat at changi village. yummy~
at the end of the day, i was too tired that it was hard enough to get of bed this morning.


:)